I remember back then, I literally couldn't hardly talk to people, I just didn't know how to talk to people barely and I remember I mentioned I'm from a really small town, so I just thought she would have some understanding about that, maybe a shred of understanding, I moved all the way to a big city, but it wasn't that big, like it wasn't a world class big metropolitan city and she was so antsy and ready to judge she was just like "that's it, you moved here!?" she just gawked and wrote me off there that fucking easily just because of my background, I don't know if she was doing it on purpose but she was judging me the whole time based on my background.
And meanwhile, how the fuck could she judge me? she lived in Calgary, but she lived with just some random "uncle" or something at 24 so that's nothing to write home about, it was even worse than probably.
And meanwhile, I went through so much shit just moving from a tiny small town, all that I've ever known, to a city for the first time in my life, never traveled to a city or spent much time in one. And I did it when I was still a teenager.
The big world class cities like even Calgary are too fucking expensive pretty much. You just think she would have some ounce of understanding, but that's what I've learned from women, they're never there for the man, they never have any fucking understanding or respect what so ever, meanwhile she told me I looked like Bob Dylan all the time.
Which is just like code for saying "you look jewish" or some shit like she has to make a point of that somehow, because I was too exotic looking or something even though she found me attractive quite obviously. Btw, I don't look anything like Bob Dylan.
