>>23990073>>23990085ye
i think i'll just finish raking tomorrow, there's a dog that won't stop following me & barking
fuck this, man
i wish my dad would just rent a leaf mulcher for this sort of thing, it's only needed a few times per year anyway & it's a big yard
i think he has that mindset of fetishizing toil, and/or wants us to do our own yardwork because it's what his family all did, even into old age
as if mine/his time isn't worth more than the cost of renting a leaf mulcher, and as if we still live in a real society
but i guess if my time IS worth more, i should be the one paying for a leaf mulcher (or for someone else to do this work)
and i guess it's better to get exercise & sunlight than not get it
above all, i do what they say in order to avoid conflict, and rationalize it by thinking it's right since i live here without paying rent
i just wish things made more sense, but it never goes well when i try
>>23990068>the one I started was read by the author and his voice is not very relaxing which is the main reason I stopped listening.ah lol
i've only listened to a few audiobooks, the one for blood meridian is great & surprisingly good for falling asleep to (if the disturbing events don't bother you)
i know audiobook reading is probably a whole scene, though
>yeah that'd make it impossible for me to fully understand, I only understand like primary school level maths lol.ah ye
i dropped out after algebra & geometry, self-studied some trig and "pre-calculus" then stopped
i'm hoping i can make up for some of my math inexperience with computer experience, but i'm nowhere near the strongest CS background in the group either lol
>even if some of the mathematical stuff goes over your head I'm sure you will walk away with a far more developed understanding of cryptography :)that's what i'm hoping :D
>klkl see u in a bit <3<3
