>>23952627I have watched elderly & disabled people for last 6 years all day and night and only get 5-6 hours sleep usually awake from 11AM-4AM. It's actually a pretty comfy gig for the most part but it can be mentally exhausting. Last summer I cleaned up a dead man's bile from his nose and lips and had to sit with him for like 5 hours because he died in the early AM and the funeral home he was going to could not send someone until later in the morning. So I was just sitting there with this man who i have been taking care of for years slowly going cold his face pale. he made this strange death rattling noise with his last breaths that are like stuck in my mind. I haven't been able to go to church most Sundays but I do watch service on YouTube. Its not the same to watch on YouTube as attending an actual service but it does provide me with spiritual cleansing so I am looking forward to cyber mass later.
