Hello, maybe this isn't the place meant for what im searching but im desperate. Im a woman living in Santiago, Chile, ive been very suicidal lately but im too much of a coward, so i wont do anything who hurts me or leaves me the time to regret my decision, so im trying to find someone who has a homicidal fantasy to put into work with me. Id rather die getting shot. This has nothing to do with a fetish, since i only want to die, not to get tortured, but i wouldnt mind my body getting raped ONLY when its sure that i have died. Im willing to pay for the bullets used and the cleaning tools. Im sorry if this makes the forum uncomfortable, but i just dont know what else to do to end with this agony. i just want to die. you can brutalize my body just how you want to after im dead, just dont make me suffer anymore.