Hi there.

I have been feeling defeated lately. Exhausted. Betrayed.

It has occurred to me that the people living off of my work are likely the very people that I wished to dissolve. I didn't know everything, but I was well off, well to do, and ready to replace entire industries.

Unfortunately I have no say in what went down. The contributions I made were delayed 10+ years from the public in order to claim others did the work.

I am so utterly disgusted at the people in power, and many of those seen as revolutionary have mostly been offshoots of my work.

I literally gave Elon Musk companies for winning a chess tournament. I thought Sergey Brin and Larry Page were decent guys, but they were just lucky I chose to hire them.

If my parents didn't throw out the computers that I used, and the CD-ROM backups I made, I wouldn't ever have financial problems again, and I could literally leave the galaxy in one of the ships I had designed.

I'm really disappointed in the state of the world.