(in no particular order and not a complete list)

1. People don't take me seriously.
2. People interrupt me when I'm trying to communicate an idea to them.
3. I have difficulty communicating my ideas with people.
4. My self-confidence and self-esteem are low.
5. I was beaten up almost daily by groups of at least 3 from grades 2 to 12.
6. I was made fun of constantly throughout my life.
7. I take criticism personally.
8. I have an over 140 IQ, but it was dropped to 123 because of my communication issues.
9. Nobody wants to be my friend.
10. I'm afraid of being creative because I get criticized.

I don't know why I'm still alive. I tried to kill myself when I was 18 and failed miserably at that. I'm so lonely.