I almost got into a car accident and died today lol and it was actually a pretty great experience for me. I got so deeply scared for my life in a way that I never had before, and that feeling was completely self centered, it was like for this once I just cared about my own life without it being by proxy of not wanting to affect others. The whole thing kinda made me realize that I don't wish to keep living for my family, or for whatever other reason; it's all for me.

So thank you God, or my reckless retarded driving or whatever it was, for putting me into that situation. Also i look like picrel if u guys care