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>be 6 years old me
>very picky with food, stress the hell out of family
>be in vacation
>stay and grandpa and grandma for the weekend
>grandpa always sleeps a lot, probably tired
>grandma keeps making food for me
>like none
>scream “MILKY AND CEREALS”
>she RQs and makes me Milky and cereals
>have a cold
>while having a spoonfull of milk in mouth, cough the biggest amount of flegm and milky in bowl
>stop eating
>grandpa wakes up
>sees me not eating
>”now, now anon, this milky and cereal is really good,”
>he grabs the spoon and eats some milky and cereal to show how good it is
>he has the most serious poker face
>be the most disgusted in my life, run to the bathroom to puke
>time passes
>grandpa sleeps more and more
>6 months later he dies of colon cancer
>scream at parents that it was my fault
>”No No anon, he had a big round thing in his tummy”
Tfw believe for 4 years that it was my flegm
Tfw be depressed because of the guilt
Tfw went to therapy because of it, never mentioning because of fear of being executed for murder
>be 6 years old me
>very picky with food, stress the hell out of family
>be in vacation
>stay and grandpa and grandma for the weekend
>grandpa always sleeps a lot, probably tired
>grandma keeps making food for me
>like none
>scream “MILKY AND CEREALS”
>she RQs and makes me Milky and cereals
>have a cold
>while having a spoonfull of milk in mouth, cough the biggest amount of flegm and milky in bowl
>stop eating
>grandpa wakes up
>sees me not eating
>”now, now anon, this milky and cereal is really good,”
>he grabs the spoon and eats some milky and cereal to show how good it is
>he has the most serious poker face
>be the most disgusted in my life, run to the bathroom to puke
>time passes
>grandpa sleeps more and more
>6 months later he dies of colon cancer
>scream at parents that it was my fault
>”No No anon, he had a big round thing in his tummy”
Tfw believe for 4 years that it was my flegm
Tfw be depressed because of the guilt
Tfw went to therapy because of it, never mentioning because of fear of being executed for murder
