>>2472891before it was cool to not have friends and loathe humanity, i was way ahead of the curve. but the feeling of having a friend and knowing you could be in a better place but choosing not to do anything because the result is almost never worth the effort, is maybe a bit narcissistic or lazy, if you will, but these thoughts don't go unnoticed. they get compiled into the machine and locked away for a never-ending review process. friends/gfs/relationships in general all require a fair amount of effort and resources. so much that if i'm already unemployed and not doing shit barely getting by, why strain the process even more by adding my pain to yours vice versa. i see it as a selfish cry for help rather than the cry in the corner or never bring it up and move on guy.
here's your next dissertation subject faggots lole
