>>2550837Lol fuck off fagget
>>2550830Childhood wasn't great man, my dad actively tried to fuck my life up in any way he could as an outlet for his own failings. Shit sucked man. Year after year being taught and forced to never succeed in anything you do eventually gets to you.
>>2551126yes.
>>2551162Yeah as far as I've found thrugh therapy, dealing with pangs of dread and flashbacking doesn't get any easier. The only way to make yourself feel better is to force yourself to be mindful. So think about memories you enjoy and get memento items wherever you can to help. Find people to support you and don't be shy about letting people know about what you have. I really hope you get better man, but as far as I've found the recovery process won't ever end but it will get easier.
>>2551174Thanks mang
>>2551188Funny thing with the ADHD spectrum, drugs can big time fuck you up even weed. It comes from overreactive nuerons that are already stressed literally being altered. My brain chemistry makes me anxious for weeks or even months
