>>2591331I always felt like nobody truly liked me, as if i wasnt getting the respect, kindness and attention that i give others, no one cares if im gone, if im upset at them, nobody cares what I think, nobody holds my opinion in high regard.
But recently i realized, maybe the reason why this is, is because im a shit human being whos done nothing to deserve it.
I'm genuinely nice to people and care about them, but maybe thats not enough.
im not busy (or important), i have hobbies but i dont do them well enough to get recognition, and ive never really finished anything that could get me the attention and kindness that id like to have. I've certainly been trying to gain skills and improve them, but no matter how much i try its never good enough, im still not important to anyone because compared to others everything i do seems half assed
