The internet has ruined me. I cant have normal normie friends. All my friends have to be degenerates otherwise my normie friends become aware of my facade. The only reason why i'm even still with them is because i get access to a lot of things by doing so but at the same time I am constantly horrified of ruining my in real life reputation all together from a slip up which will just make me kill myself. I've been on the internet since I was 8 and I cant go back now. Help me.

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