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Anonymous ID:cjfTSVXl Mon 23 Oct 2017 04:36:33 No.2628797 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>2628835 >>2628908 >>2629246 >>2629527 >>2629631 >>2630745 >>2630812

I want to die.
I can't say that I'd be able to go through with suicide, but I've been considering it an awful lot lately. I almost went through with it last night until I called the vet's crisis line. It calmed me down but that's about it. What makes you happy?

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:lTouSdh5 Mon 23 Oct 2017 04:38:24 No.2628817 Report

Quoted By: >>2629691

>What makes you happy?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:STUr6VZM Mon 23 Oct 2017 04:39:07 No.2628823 Report

Quoted By: >>2628869

I have a question for you; do you have a genuine reason to be depressed, or are you just lamenting your existence even though you wont actually do anything to better your situation? If it's the former, then I'm sorry to hear that. If it's the latter then fuck off.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:EByI1flz Mon 23 Oct 2017 04:40:15 No.2628835 Report

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>>2628797
I don't think I ever feel "happy". Can anyone here even describe it? Still, that's no reason to kill ones self

Anyway, I'm sure there is someone in your life who cares about you
This isn't how I planned this morning but here ya go: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0tbA9ksWcM

Imma go make some coffee, don't kill yourself till I'm done

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cjfTSVXl Mon 23 Oct 2017 04:42:26 No.2628869 Report

Quoted By: >>2628925

>>2628823
I do have reasons. I'm 800 miles from anybody that loves me, I lost the girl I love, the only thing that gave me a sense of purpose may be taken away next (my enlistment), and none of my "friends" from home remember me.

Stylo !StyloSUyGM

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Stylo !StyloSUyGM ID:tc3aDnuK Mon 23 Oct 2017 04:45:05 No.2628908 Report

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>>2628797
>What makes you happy?

Playing Guitar, Her (not pic related), her (pic related), my favorite music being played on my old sound system (Philips FW C-798), talking to my friends and Her, Taking pictures of the Sunset, Taking pictures of Camaros and misc. muscle cars but mainly Camaros, Taking pictures of cool things in general, Moose track ice cream, Pumpkin Pie Cheese Cake icecream, Chevrolet/Toyota muscle/sports cars, Lavender Essential oils and aroma therapy type stuff

the list goes on

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:STUr6VZM Mon 23 Oct 2017 04:46:15 No.2628925 Report

Quoted By: >>2628941

>>2628869
Well, that's truly awful, Anon... Here's to hoping for the best. Raising a glass for you.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cjfTSVXl Mon 23 Oct 2017 04:47:55 No.2628941 Report

Quoted By:

>>2628925
Thanks

Anonymous ⭐

Anonymous ⭐ ID:PvAXWaM+ Mon 23 Oct 2017 05:10:18 No.2629175 Report

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Yeah pretty much.

!BarAfagfzs

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!BarAfagfzs ID:7vnI0wes Mon 23 Oct 2017 05:17:21 No.2629246 Report

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>>2628797
sleep and food

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:FWX8SWL3 Mon 23 Oct 2017 05:51:24 No.2629527 Report

Quoted By: >>2629538

>>2628797
I like annoying my cat, touch her ears,paws, just annoy her.
Also op any reason for no being able to enlist?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cjfTSVXl Mon 23 Oct 2017 05:53:04 No.2629538 Report

Quoted By: >>2629545 >>2629552

>>2629527
I am enlisted now. I've got a disciplinary review board coming up and that will determine whether I go to nonjudicial punishment, which could result in my separation

Anonymous ⭐

Anonymous ⭐ ID:PvAXWaM+ Mon 23 Oct 2017 05:54:04 No.2629545 Report

Quoted By: >>2629570

>>2629538
What did you do?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:FWX8SWL3 Mon 23 Oct 2017 05:54:54 No.2629552 Report

Quoted By: >>2629579

>>2629538
ah I see and what it's the reason for the disciplinary review?, if you don't mind telling

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cjfTSVXl Mon 23 Oct 2017 05:57:39 No.2629570 Report

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>>2629545
It's because of a few unauthorized absences because I've been having serious issues with sleeping/staying asleep and I miss muster times. I'm afraid they'll determine that I'd need meds to sleep and that will disqualify me from what I signed up to do

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cjfTSVXl Mon 23 Oct 2017 05:59:03 No.2629579 Report

Quoted By: >>2629586

>>2629552
It's because of a few unauthorized absences because I've been having serious issues with sleeping/staying asleep and I miss muster times. I'm afraid they'll determine that I'd need meds to sleep and that will disqualify me from what I signed up to do

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:FWX8SWL3 Mon 23 Oct 2017 06:00:16 No.2629586 Report

Quoted By: >>2629619

>>2629579
and what did you sign up to?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:scO3Ml+f Mon 23 Oct 2017 06:04:07 No.2629601 Report

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Was in a very similar situation a few years back. All I can say is to just wait until your life eventually turns around.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cjfTSVXl Mon 23 Oct 2017 06:07:48 No.2629619 Report

Quoted By: >>2629692

>>2629586
Submariner.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:3AwpnHZe Mon 23 Oct 2017 06:09:21 No.2629631 Report

Quoted By:

>>2628797
Been there. I felt suicidal when my ex left me. Life's a bitch but there is relief at points.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:WFkw2ndd Mon 23 Oct 2017 06:16:49 No.2629691 Report

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>>2628817
same here

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:FWX8SWL3 Mon 23 Oct 2017 06:16:51 No.2629692 Report

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>>2629619
welp that sucks anon, I hope that you get a good night of rest (I know the feeling of not being able to sleep properly and it's a bitch) , good night and good luck mate.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:J8RfivEu Mon 23 Oct 2017 10:36:37 No.2630745 Report

Quoted By:

>>2628797
huh. ahahah

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:gENjye3L Mon 23 Oct 2017 11:00:02 No.2630812 Report

Quoted By:

>>2628797
Wait and hope

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