>>2658857You probably are just quiet externally.
Some day all that internal passion is going to explode and you'll break free from your cocoon and become a social butterfly / hyper sexual nymphomaniac.
If you're good looking, this will lead to reckless behavior where you end up getting into cars with people you met no less than 30 seconds ago - which leads to taking party pills and make out sessions with strangers.
Or taking long drives in the middle of the night with a stranger to go out into the middle of the forest to take drugs and be a complete nympho for stranger after stranger, night after night, completely unaware of where you are once you're in an altered state of mind and in a dark forest.
It sounds fun but it's really fucked up and scary when thought about for too long.
If you're good looking, practice self-control while you're in your cocoon.