>>2657570I can say that I had been the same until 16, and then until 17 I have been endlessly finding my way and feeling down in the dumps. I think this depressive stage has helped me find my way as I have been mulling things over and over, discovering my mellow, romantic part but in the sametime getting a good grip on philosophy, critical thought and especially the ways of the women since they have played their part in dispiriting me.
Since 17 I started to train my body - lift and jog -, to dress sharply while not succumbing to normalfag attitudes as well. I am not sociable either, instead I aim for a hermit life which pleases me more than the jeering rabble.
The kids my age, because at 18 one is still a kid in the current social climate, are airheaded and their personalities seem to be cloned. Just take a look at what they listen to, the most pathetic of them would be the mentally retarded spic named "Lil Pump" who mutters something unintelligible into a microphone on a beat while calling it "trap music".
