>>2701966>you should see a professional imo. Nah man I'll handle it. If it will become unbearable I will consider it
>i don't know what happened but i somehow just stopped caring about what people thought.Same thing, but with strangers. 2 years back I was anxious as hell even to talk with strangers, nowdays I do give a fuck only about people who are close to me or whose opinion i care about.
>also it might be genetic. many people are born getting easily stressed out like my cousin.Fuckin yeah man I think that may be a thing. I mean, I have no such problem as your cousin (I am sorry about him), but yeah. I feel like its getting better, but it kinda sucks having your whole day in negative spectrum and enjoying it only when drinking late at night, such as now.
>>2702007Well yeah, true. But the opinion still matters tho, I don't know why
>>2702031I have some good friends, we hang out all the time. I have no problems with relaxing, or stuff. I don't want to sound selfish because I already have friends and know how to relax, but it never lasts long, and like 80% of the time I feel like shit anyways. I guess I just want to be told it's gonna be okay and I'll manage. I just stress too much.
>>2702036Hah I do basically everything in your picture, it's a good picture tho, anon.
Good intentions and ideas. Feel good coping method is alcohol for me, which at this point I am kinda worried of becoming an alcoholic, like every guy in my fucking family did. Nobody died of a natural cause, everyone drank themselves to death. On one hand, its bad, on the other, not that much.
I mean, I know there are always gonna be bad days, but... Even when I get happy times, I remind myself I shouldn't feel that way and I should be sad because other people do deserve better than me. And it's stupid, but I can't really rationalize it better.
