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ITT: coziness/feels
>be amateur game developer
>weird, short, abstract games but i like them
>mostly started as a hobby but now it's turned into a coping mechanism for depression'n shit
>dont publish them, have made hundreds
>after years of doing this, it just doesn't help anymore
>dont know what to do other than hope i dont kill myself
>only friend starts to notice and asks whats up
>i send him off my games and tell him that suff just isn't working
>after a few days i ask him how he liked them
>he didn't like them, they were boring, unplayable, and trying too hard to be artistic
>argument
>rush to conclusions, cut ties
>feel like utter garbage
>be amateur game developer
>weird, short, abstract games but i like them
>mostly started as a hobby but now it's turned into a coping mechanism for depression'n shit
>dont publish them, have made hundreds
>after years of doing this, it just doesn't help anymore
>dont know what to do other than hope i dont kill myself
>only friend starts to notice and asks whats up
>i send him off my games and tell him that suff just isn't working
>after a few days i ask him how he liked them
>he didn't like them, they were boring, unplayable, and trying too hard to be artistic
>argument
>rush to conclusions, cut ties
>feel like utter garbage