>>2719237>have you ever thought about how she feels?In what way do you mean? But. Well. I try to always. She's very quiet to the point I carry most of our conversation, Meaning she can be tricky to read. I never know what she's thinking unless something has really upset her.
Have you ever had somebody in love with you? Like *really* in love with you? It's a pretty big responsibility knowing that if you left it would absolutely destroy the other person. She's dropped a few hints she's thinking about getting married in the next few years, and well.. we could. Shack up, settle down. Pump out a couple of little Elliot Rodgers. Figure she'd be happy. We're childhood friends who were reunited later in life and she told me she used to tell her parents we were getting married when we were in little bugger school. So I guess it really WOULD be her happily ever after.
I'm by no means unhappy it's just... I'm not happy either. Everything is just kind of... so so. If we went down that road I figure I'm going to spend the rest of my life wondering what could have been. Guess that makes me a selfish cunt huh?
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