I've bawled my eyes out today.
I am in the midst of a crisis of sorts. I've been forcing myself to go through these university of applied sciences studies since my family believes in my potential and I haven't thought much about it. Long story short, the quality of the teaching has been in-between horrible and non-existant, and my decision to go to school was like unwillingly jumping the gun. I moved out of my hometown to a place where not one of my peers knew anyone to begin with, and I also ended a draining relationship the day after, resulting in emotional turmoil for the first 1½ years.
Anyhoo, lately I've been feeling pretty adamant about quitting the studies, being behind, having almost non-existant contact to the teachers and wanting to have some freedom about my decisions. Being no impulsive sack of random decisions though I decided to talk about it with my friends. I got some good guys and gals, but there's this one guy who listens well and who answers in detail. I've always appreciated his advice, and more often than not followed it. When we got to talk about it, his output surprised with its exceptional weight. It's like the words pulled some of the damn thorns that've been stuck with me for these years, and I couldn't control it. I'm glad it wasn't a phone call, could've not been able to go through it.
As is his advice, I am willing to give this cursed school one last push, so I don't have to return or regret in the future. Gaining a finnish bachelor's degree can be a ticket to work world-wide after all, and in the long run of decades it'll buy itself back.. is at least what I've been told. Glad to be alive though.
Extra bonus: have some chill music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3kkc5193eY 
