>>2752255I am at a point where I am not even sure if I want a relationship at all. Can't miss what you don't know, right?
My best mate bugs me every time we drink why I am not looking for a gf and shit, however at this point in my life I don't really feel like I want to be in one.
Back when I was a teenager I was crying about tfw no gf and shit but these days I am not even lonely. I feel great.
My subconscious probably still wants all that shit because I dream about women pretty often, sometimes even pretty explicit shit like golden showers and shit.
However as soon as I wake up I just don't care anymore or I just fap and be done with it.
Pretty sure I am making a huge mistake by letting my 20s pass me by without even attempting to get with a girl, but fuck it. I can deal with the regret once I hit my fourties, lol.
