>>2753641You misunderstand what i mean by confused, i meant a lack of understanding of what the feeling is not what is causing it.
What i'm suggesting is that people have been suggested to that no matter what you do with your life this nebulous love is always important.
And then when you find a good candidate to fulfill that programming you feel a high amount of anticipation and happiness, that's what love really is.
Perhaps i have closed myself off to love by not believing in it, but that seems farfetched, if i were to not believe in anger i still think i would be able to feel it.
Listen I truly hope that you are happy With this girl and wish you the best I just don't believe it to be love.
I hope my ramblings haven't been too aggravating.
