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Anonymous ID:Ld6asSK5 Tue 09 May 2017 03:28:15 No.277776 View View Reply Original Report

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Thoughts on suicide?

Look guys I'm pretty serious about this.

I disgust myself every time I look at the mirror.

I haven't been happy since I was 12.

I became a Neet.
A fat ass
Just got chicken pox at age 19 and have huge marks
Got into a fight today and got my ass kicked.

The only time I enjoy of the day is when I'm sleeping specially sleeping with no dreams.

I want to kill myself.

And I'm gonna do it.

Not gonna stream it because you wouldn't like to see a fat 5'7 Neet acne scar chicken pox scars watching at a camera while diying.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8Q3ixhWt Tue 09 May 2017 03:32:08 No.277963 Report

Quoted By: >>278010

>>277776
Serious answer. If you have someone to talk to and discuss shit with everything becomes better. I'm in you're boat dude. Therapist or personal friend to discuss your issues and problems with will solve at least some of your issues and put you in a better mood

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8Q3ixhWt Tue 09 May 2017 03:33:23 No.277992 Report

Quoted By: >>278048

>>277776
Plus you can't tell the world to fuck off and overcome this pit your in if you are dead

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Ld6asSK5 Tue 09 May 2017 03:34:00 No.278010 Report

Quoted By: >>278047 >>278256

>>277963
Friends. I have a few but telling this shit will end my friendship with them.

Don't have no one just strangers people on the web

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Os7Td9AN Tue 09 May 2017 03:34:48 No.278031 Report

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>>277776
If I would miss quints that sick I would for Shure kill myself

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8Q3ixhWt Tue 09 May 2017 03:35:16 No.278047 Report

Quoted By: >>278082

>>278010
How is your mental health infrastructure in mexico? Can you get an therapist easy?

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:Ld6asSK5 Tue 09 May 2017 03:35:18 No.278048 Report

Quoted By: >>278294

>>277992
Get your point but I'm sick of this I got beaten up today so bad I'm tired of living man

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7MWzZEP4 Tue 09 May 2017 03:35:21 No.278050 Report

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>>277776
shit always gets better dude, you just gotta keep at it. We've all felt worthless before, and if we can do it so can you.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:eiGfmaBk Tue 09 May 2017 03:35:33 No.278055 Report

Quoted By: >>278091

>>277776
If you had gotten the >>277777 get I would have told you not to do it, but you're out of luck. Fucking kill yourself. Also why not stream it? It's kind of a waste of a life if we don't get any lulz out of it. Hold a camera while you jump off a bridge or something.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:AabPPx/5 Tue 09 May 2017 03:36:15 No.278080 Report

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I thought about killing myself when I thought I had MS. After I recovered from my illness which wasn't that bad I decided I wanted to live again. I know things are bad but don't kill your self man. Just take everyday as you can and try to make good improvements. That's what's I did. I would encourage you to try and lose weight and go to the dermatologist to get scars fixed. I did it and it helped me a lot.

T. Fat meet with bad acne.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Ld6asSK5 Tue 09 May 2017 03:36:18 No.278082 Report

Quoted By: >>278155

>>278047
It's free I don't know as far as I know we have free Healthcare but not therapists

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:4NENyIYB Tue 09 May 2017 03:36:23 No.278084 Report

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_P-v1BVQn8
Feel better Anon.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8Q3ixhWt Tue 09 May 2017 03:36:40 No.278091 Report

Quoted By: >>278166

>>278055
This is why Amerifags should be burned

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:XDw9SOXQ Tue 09 May 2017 03:36:51 No.278097 Report

Quoted By: >>278145 >>278163

Look man, I can't pretend to know you, but trust me, you dont really want to do this. Almost all suicide attempt survivors say they regretted it as soon as they started. Talk to your parents, call a hotline, play your favorite song. Life is full of possibilities, but death is no going back. A man with no legs climbed Mount Everest dude, you can't ever give up on life.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:MxdG7SA8 Tue 09 May 2017 03:37:24 No.278111 Report

Quoted By: >>278182 >>278262

You have depression and need some happiness pills plus therapy.

You're 19 too, still a child, it's silly to call yourself a NEET just because you technically are after finishing high school. Go learn a trade or something.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Ld6asSK5 Tue 09 May 2017 03:38:22 No.278145 Report

Quoted By: >>278199

>>278097
I'm not planning on surviving Tough gonna take some pills sleep and never wake up.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:KhYOjh6p Tue 09 May 2017 03:38:42 No.278152 Report

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>>277776

Lose weight, talk to a dermatologist. Move ahead. You'll be surprised at how much better things will get. Just don't waste money or time on vagina or "true love". Focus on MONEY and SAVE EVERY PESO YOU GET.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8Q3ixhWt Tue 09 May 2017 03:38:45 No.278155 Report

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>>278082
Another coping strategy is music. I like to listen to alt rock like weezer and bands like that to move on emotionally with my day.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:TB9xCfLa Tue 09 May 2017 03:39:00 No.278163 Report

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>>278097
>A man with no legs climbed Mount Everest dude
lol you are right but this kind of thing doesnt help :^)

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:eiGfmaBk Tue 09 May 2017 03:39:08 No.278166 Report

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>>278091
You can burn a leaf but not a star. Go fuck yourself you filthy canuck. OP, I'm suicidal too. When I finally decide to stop being a pussy, if that ever happens, I swear to god I'll stream it. Fucking do it, OP. need more fap material you gross looking faggot.

L. Wyatt of Celticily +9(Ally: Syracuse) !0Me.AeHUwY

L. Wyatt of Celticily +9(Ally: Syracuse) !0Me.AeHUwY ID:ST1EZtNP Tue 09 May 2017 03:39:27 No.278175 Report

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Why'd your brother beat the shit out of you?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:MxdG7SA8 Tue 09 May 2017 03:39:46 No.278182 Report

Quoted By:

>>278111
Also get a hobby, like board games, or roleplaying, or TCG.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8Q3ixhWt Tue 09 May 2017 03:40:17 No.278199 Report

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>>278145
If I have not killed myself yet being a autistic small white boy bullied into submission you can find happiness too

PenceRoll

PenceRoll ID:4f8kjzGy Tue 09 May 2017 03:42:02 No.278256 Report

Quoted By: >>278317

>>278010
>telling this shit will end my friendship with them
They're not real friends. Also, take some anti depressents if you feel like shit.

>I became a NEET
Go outside more. Participate in interesting activities. Help the community. Do anything really. If you do good things expect good things in return, which will unfold positivity. Try and get someone to talk to. Maybe some therapy if you have the money. There's also some good subreddits to go on like suicidewatch and depression. There's also the nation suicide prevention hotline if you're serious about this.
>A fat ass
Go to the local gym and get a membership. Feel free to start slowly and build your way up. Go on a diet. Go for a walk/run every day. Get a nice sleep routine going on.
>just got chicken pox at age 19 and have huge marks
I'm pretty sure there's facial cream for that to cover up and get rid of the marks. You'd get rid of those fuckers real quick.
>Got into a fight today and got my ass kicked
Use that as motivation to do better. Use it as a strength to learn from your mistakes and to try harder.

Set goals for yourself and build up the courage to achieve those goals. Trust me, you'll be a lot happier with your life and your own self image. Stop being all pessimistic and negative. Start thinking about the positives and the better side of things. Motivate yourself to do things.

Google is your friend senpai.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:Ld6asSK5 Tue 09 May 2017 03:42:13 No.278262 Report

Quoted By: >>278303 >>278350 >>278425 >>278431 >>278443

>>278111
You wouldn't kill yourself if you would look like pic related that's me I disgust myself.

My dad left when I was 4 best friend died at 11 first gf Gave me chlamydia.

My brother humiliated me on high school

Dropped out of college.

My doggy of 12 years died last month you don't know what depression is guys

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:AabPPx/5 Tue 09 May 2017 03:43:27 No.278294 Report

Quoted By:

>>278048
Wear make up. It's ok man

PenceRoll

PenceRoll ID:4f8kjzGy Tue 09 May 2017 03:43:49 No.278303 Report

Quoted By:

>>278262
You don't even look that bad. Lose the weight and get something to mark up the scars and you'd look totally fine.

youremother

youremother ID:qcspg5hP Tue 09 May 2017 03:44:23 No.278317 Report

Quoted By:

>>278256
b b but antidepressant reduce my alpha male level by 4 :(

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:839HBjo1 Tue 09 May 2017 03:44:54 No.278329 Report

Quoted By:

Dont do it man, dont be fucking stupid.

Best way to end your life is to start living it.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:c4x1cCP7 Tue 09 May 2017 03:44:59 No.278333 Report

Quoted By:

What kind of happy pills are you on?
I've been on paxil (paroxatine) for 2 months, and it's starting to kick in. It's like night and day. It's sad that we have to rely on drugs to be happy, and people will say that it's "fake" happiness, but fuck it, I'll take whatever I can get. Ritalin also helped me lose 20 pounds. My point is, go to a psych, get yourself some scripts, amigo.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:0CYe6EJM Tue 09 May 2017 03:45:18 No.278342 Report

Quoted By:

>>277776
Chicken pox scars heal eventually. Should talk to a doctor, get some bupropion, it can help with both weight loss and depression. You don't even look that fat. It sucks getting your ass beat -- but it's probably a situation you can get out of in the future with another way, too.

Suicide ideation is just some jew neural pathway activating anyway, is it even really your idea?

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:G87is0eI Tue 09 May 2017 03:45:20 No.278344 Report

Quoted By:

>>277776
You're still young, you have at least 40 years of life ahead of you. Go to university, go learn a trade. The only thing one ever has to worry about past highschool is workplace drama.

The was in your spot too when I was about 13-16, then I placed in an environment where I knew nobody and got to start all over again.

And I'll tell you, I'm sure as hell glad I didn't off myself because I actually got to have fun. I have friends, I got fucking wasted on my 21st birthday and it was amazing. Time heals all wounds.

If you're autistic, learn from your mistakes and try to copy normalfag behaviors. People are more forgiving of your strange behaviors after they befriend you. And who knows? Maybe you'll find likeminded people.

tldr: You're still young. Too young to be considered NEET. You can still get out of that hole.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8Q3ixhWt Tue 09 May 2017 03:45:30 No.278350 Report

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>>278262
My dad left when I was 11. Much worse because you know what he did and he is never coming back. Everyone has problems and I know you want release but you can always move forward no matter what stops you

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:AgjWvMmn Tue 09 May 2017 03:46:07 No.278370 Report

Quoted By:

>>277776
Therapist, a job, whatever keeps you motivated.
Personally I'm going to off myself because I can't "feel" anymore, everything feels bland pointless and boring.
Find help before it's too late, you are still young.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:YbCslPEH Tue 09 May 2017 03:47:53 No.278425 Report

Quoted By:

>>278262
Anon, I'm sorry to read that but it gets better, you're still 19, you gave your dog a happy life... go to a pharmacy buy these and take one in the morning i guarantee you'll feel better. Hang in there bro, you got us

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:9T9OThp+ Tue 09 May 2017 03:47:59 No.278431 Report

Quoted By: >>278521

>>278262
Fuck you, faggot. Lots of people have had shittier lives than you and managed to be okay. I believe you're miserable and want to die, but acknowledge that there's something else going on with you.

Go to a doctor and tell them you're depressed as fuck and have suicidal ideation. You most likely have a chemical imbalance that antidepressants can help with. I'm speaking from personal experience.

Get help and hold on.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:MxdG7SA8 Tue 09 May 2017 03:48:23 No.278443 Report

Quoted By:

>>278262
You don't know me.

I have depression too, I lived alone for years and would use "I'm gonna kill myself" as an expletive, like anyone would use the word "fuck", but only when I was alone. Because I didn't want anyone to know.
For years I stayed in that stupid situation, failing almost every course I took in university, before I realized how stupid I was being for keeping it to myself instead of going to a psychiatrist for help and then explaining the whole situation to my family.
Life is still getting back on its tracks for me now.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:pTRAOamM Tue 09 May 2017 03:50:04 No.278494 Report

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>>277776
Mexican andy is that you ?

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:Ld6asSK5 Tue 09 May 2017 03:50:49 No.278521 Report

Quoted By:

>>278431
So now on top of all I'm ungrateful?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:m0Bd1/8s Tue 09 May 2017 03:52:25 No.278576 Report

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I dont wanna be this guy but i guess ill have to be.

My dad was a drunk and beat the living piss out of me and my brothers every night. EVERY night. Hed beat my mom too, and one night it got so bad he was about to kill my mom, and my brother got a gun and shot him square in the back of the head. I watched my dad die, i watched my mother almost die, i watched my brother get taken to a mental hospital, and i watched my mothers casket get put 6 feet under after she blew her brains out. I was in foster homes for years, and attempted suicide at 17.

Now im 30, i got a job and an apartment (shitty, but itll do) and i am gonna go back to school to get a degree.

Your situation sucks, but dont let it become the last situation youll ever be in.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7j1XHnG1 Tue 09 May 2017 03:52:39 No.278585 Report

Quoted By: >>278787

>>277776
I know the whole redpill meme is more testosterone the better, but I personally felt more mellow after about 26 years old, and wasn't a raging ball of hormones. Honest truth, it's never going to be great, but it does get better, and you'll probably find reasons to stay around. I found music collecting. But what you might be feeling at this exact moment is too much testosterone, which will stop torturing you so much as you get older.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:m8oFLgSt Tue 09 May 2017 03:52:41 No.278587 Report

Quoted By: >>279396

>>277776
dude, kill the guy that kicked your ass then do it

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:KpNg5+TJ Tue 09 May 2017 03:52:42 No.278589 Report

Quoted By:

>>277776
Don't do it. I know, typical response, but don't

I'm 5'8". I weighed 235 pounds at my peak. I now weigh 188 pounds, and I'm working out on a daily basis to get rid of noodle arms.

Life is effort. In order to get girls, I have to go out and talk with them every fucking day and it's killing me.

But it's working.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:s/JLAKav Tue 09 May 2017 03:53:08 No.278602 Report

Quoted By:

>>277776
it looks pretty dangerous tbqh

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:H7BP9iM4 Tue 09 May 2017 03:54:01 No.278626 Report

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i'm not going to tell you not to, but before you do ANYTHING, try to do some things you've always dreamed of doing. even if it's something simple such as painting a canvas, reading that book, playing that game, etc.then see how you feel afterwards, come back to 4Chan even if you have to

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:IsoUu91l Tue 09 May 2017 03:54:47 No.278652 Report

Quoted By:

>>277776
if I would have missed the quints like you, I would consider suicide, too

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:8Q3ixhWt Tue 09 May 2017 03:55:43 No.278691 Report

Quoted By:

You still have you're mom right OP?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7j1XHnG1 Tue 09 May 2017 03:58:40 No.278787 Report

Quoted By:

>>278585
oh yeah if you're worried about weight I was 320 at one point, down to 230. It took a few years, but the weight comes off. Seriously though, it's a whole different world in about 10 years from where you are. I thought about killing myself all the time when I was your age, and still do sometimes, but if you can make it to like 27, you'll start to see why there's a lot to live for. I don't know, it's not really my place to say. I just remember being in a similar place, and then not feeling that way a few years later. It's your life, and you are free to do what you please.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6Zy0DKp8 Tue 09 May 2017 04:02:27 No.278904 Report

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>>277776

At this point life has you under its boot. You'll never get out from under that boot if you don't kick life in the dick man. Life will start respecting you if you tell it "fuck you, if there's a will, there's a way.". If life throws you to the wolves, do everything you can to come back leading the pack. Fight for yourself anon, give life hell before it does you in. What you need to do to start getting things back to working well is a plan. If anyone gets in front of you in your plan, simply take them out of the way by any means. Do you want to die a terrible life? I sure as hell wouldn't. Ignore the marks, work out, take the red pill as power. Conquer life so it doesn't conquer you. Heed my words anon, it worked for me.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:S8MmJmUM Tue 09 May 2017 04:02:55 No.278911 Report

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getting in fights is pretty based. even if you lost or are wrong.

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Anonymous ID:0CYe6EJM Tue 09 May 2017 04:16:58 No.279396 Report

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>>278587
>dude, kill the guy that kicked your ass then do it
And sacrifice their hearts to Quetzalcoatl. Thicc Aztec gods get hungry, OP. Just tear that shit out like it's 1600 AD.
At least then you'd be remembered as the absolute madman that performed a human sacrifice to Quetzalcoatl in 2017.
Or, you know. Antidepressants.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:cEDOsa1t Tue 09 May 2017 04:27:05 No.279676 Report

Quoted By:

>>277776
If I was mexican i would too.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:2bjSund0 Tue 09 May 2017 04:29:22 No.279725 Report

Quoted By:

>>277776
DO MXE. Serious just try it once then kill yourself. Thank me in the afterlife

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:FWNq+/KZ Tue 09 May 2017 04:32:37 No.279795 Report

Quoted By:

>>277776
Are you white?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:OBeBn8mv Tue 09 May 2017 04:38:44 No.279953 Report

Quoted By: >>280351

>>277776
Honestly, don't do it. Turn to Jesus. Life isn't worth losing because of some bad days. Get help.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:2bjSund0 Tue 09 May 2017 04:52:30 No.280351 Report

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>>279953
THis, this and mxe
Pepe died for your sins

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