>>2790393I want to stop being so unproductive but I can't because I'm too unproductive to start working on it
also everytime I feel bad about it I try to justify my unproductiveness by large philosophical questions
I've been giving up for so long that I can't even convince myself that I am going to do anything anymore, and I'm not that sad about it
watching a movie is an accomplishment because the thought of investing 1h30 of my free time into something is unusual to me
I also have attention issues, not diagnosed but I can't focus for shit
sometimes I get random bursts of motivation, not to make my life better but for vidya or something like that and it dies out pretty quickly honestly