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Hey /bant/ i want to share some life experience with you
>be me
>a psychopath
>having depression
>cant get out of the depression cuz is way to hard
>i get bored very easy
>i understand the human nature so easy and after i get to know someone after 3 days im totally bored of them
>i went to a psychiatrist and did some empathizing exercises but still i can empathize only cognitive
>i see the humans so mechanical i lost all sexual desires
>i enjoy only making people suffer and making others getting depression or anxiety with my manipulative capabilities
>people around me piss me of just because they exist and they are dumb and im ready to snap their necks any second
>that stress me out because i have to control myself
>the worst thing is the depression because it makes me have suicidal thoughts but the narcissism makes me think im such a good specimen for our specie and stops the suicidal thoughts but its annoying wasting time to think about that
So /bant/ anyone having something similar?
>be me
>a psychopath
>having depression
>cant get out of the depression cuz is way to hard
>i get bored very easy
>i understand the human nature so easy and after i get to know someone after 3 days im totally bored of them
>i went to a psychiatrist and did some empathizing exercises but still i can empathize only cognitive
>i see the humans so mechanical i lost all sexual desires
>i enjoy only making people suffer and making others getting depression or anxiety with my manipulative capabilities
>people around me piss me of just because they exist and they are dumb and im ready to snap their necks any second
>that stress me out because i have to control myself
>the worst thing is the depression because it makes me have suicidal thoughts but the narcissism makes me think im such a good specimen for our specie and stops the suicidal thoughts but its annoying wasting time to think about that
So /bant/ anyone having something similar?
