i know that sound dumb but i like depression
i like when i feel like i'm dying
i like pain
i like to see my blood
i like to hurt myself
i cut my legs and arms
i wish i was born like a cute trap and grown with an abusive father
i wish have a lot of sex and then degenerate in prostitution and disgusting things
i like to see all the people i love dying and then slowly kill myself in desparation