>>2936848My car got busted, and I can't afford to get it fixed. I was recently fired, and I've been trying for several months to get a new job. Anything to scrape by until I get back on my feet, but I haven't had any luck.
I don't apply for any kind of loan really, and because of my age and "lack of experience", most places refuse to give me a second chance. I could never afford proper education, so higher paying careers aren't much of an option... not that it'd matter, since I can't afford education now.
I've been cutting down on my spending habits and cutting back on certain things but even then I'm not breaking even. I even cut back on food.
The vast majority of my friends Stateside are vapid, selfish assholes while my friends from other nations seem to genuinely care in one way or another.
For the last several years, every single attempt at getting a relationship has backfired; either they wouldn't give me the chance (because I'm poor) or they were so grossly overweight that I just couldn't find them attractive despite how lonely I am (no lady, your girth is not "average". don't give me that shit.)
I've been trying to find a roommate to help cover the bills, since there is now a spare bedroom but again, because I'm poor and not a lonely girl, I'm constantly overlooked. But the year isn't over yet... other things can spring up.
>I'm waiting for a stranger to inevitably say that all of my problems are entirely my fault.Despite all of this I'm not unhappy. Just very very tired.
