>>2947267Realistically if you see absolutely no way to improve your lot in life and your current situation is just a perpetual hellish torment aggravated even further by nightmares you could just kill random people indiscriminately or burn entire city blocks down.
Like, you have nothing to lose and no one you're beholden to. What happens when they stop you, your hellish existence is finally over?
Sorry, I know you probably shouldn't do that but I got thinking about realistically, a ton of people are suicidal because they find themselves in predicaments like yourself. It is a miracle that every single suicide isn't a murder-suicide.
