I'm tried of being a completely pathetic fucking loser. I've never succeeded in anything. I'm not good at anything. I've never had or will have friends/gf/acquaintances. I've wasted the last 5 years of my live doing completely fucking useless shit like going to the gym, trying to be social, working full time and going to college(which I failed because I'm fucking stupid) for nothing. I can't fix myself so I'll end myself. I'm just not meant to fucking win apparently

I'll let you fucks decide how I an hero