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>had gone 12 days without bingeing or having any junk food at all but still felt pathetic and like crap
>decided to binge one last time today (picrelated) before I give up junk food and now also coffee
>tfw ugly autist beta nofriends loser who has had no friends since school, no female attention ever, became the ugly loner nobody talks to after one day at work, who fulls grasps the arbitrariness of all philosophical axioms but isn't stupid or dishonest enough to forget that, who sees all hobbies as work, and whose main hobby is walking around Central London, feeling sad about life, drinking coffee, and browsing 4chan on my phone
>tfw Chads, Staceys, normies all live lives on easy mode compared to me, gets jobs more easily, get promoted more easily, have everything handed to them, and laugh at ugly people like me
>tfw my job is so low effort that it is literally not possible for me to do less work at a full time job... meaning my life can probably only get worse from here...
>decided to binge one last time today (picrelated) before I give up junk food and now also coffee
>tfw ugly autist beta nofriends loser who has had no friends since school, no female attention ever, became the ugly loner nobody talks to after one day at work, who fulls grasps the arbitrariness of all philosophical axioms but isn't stupid or dishonest enough to forget that, who sees all hobbies as work, and whose main hobby is walking around Central London, feeling sad about life, drinking coffee, and browsing 4chan on my phone
>tfw Chads, Staceys, normies all live lives on easy mode compared to me, gets jobs more easily, get promoted more easily, have everything handed to them, and laugh at ugly people like me
>tfw my job is so low effort that it is literally not possible for me to do less work at a full time job... meaning my life can probably only get worse from here...
