My neighbor is a black woman and we became fuck buddies but this bitch controls me through lust.

All she has to do is walk in drop her pants and give me a hot look and I can't help but pinning her down as if she placed an order and I'm a waiter.

The only thing I control is when we are done. Sometimes she says "no stop" but I hold her down and keep going till I satisfied my lust and she'll scream "that's rape" and I still won't stop but so far no rape charges and she keeps igniting my lust despite her cries of rape.

How do I stop being a degenerate beast easily controled and become an ubermensch master of myself?