Last night I had a dream. In it a lovely, italian girl cut my hair. I couldn't remember that I went to her. When she was done, I started to kiss her lips. She resisted, but I held her tight and said 'Don't be afraid. I won't hurt you'. Later we had sex together. After that, the last thing which I remember is that we sat in a car, together with the boyfriend of my sister and someone else. She and me were in the back of the car. I leaned/snuggeled up to her and felt how warn she was.

It was one of these dreams I felt incredibly lonely when I woke up afterwards.