>>3143606I was looking through my old kindergarten-4th grade report cards and papers my dad saved and so on, and there are extremely obvious warning signs of depression starting from the latter half of my first grade year that no one acted on until fourth grade where the councilor I saw for a brief period gave up on me at my own request. Earlier I brought up to my dad that my writing style hasn't changed, and he said "oh, still shit and pretentious?", which he always says. Even though I know it's intended to be banter it still upsets me.