Reading that thread have returned a reflection to my head; I find in myself, yet again, a desire to have an artist's, poet's mind. I have always been more of a logical guy you know, but for a long, long time I want to feel more, appreciate the beauty of nature, of our world, understand and be able to discuss ideas going far away from what a common man would discuss, poetry, feelings. Yet, throughout my journey I have only cemented my opinion on that I will never be able to acquire that, that it's one thing that a person has to be born with, or maybe at least rised up to have it. Don't get me wrong, by pursuing such paths I have learned to play guitar and even sing and recite semi-decently, but it's not what I want. I can play out, quote, reproduce something already done by an artist somewhat goodly, however it's only that: reproduction. I am not an artist by any means, maybe musician or something like that, but not an artist. I want to be one though, not for the sake of happiness - I have had it for long time, not for fame or money - I don't need it, just for the art, the beauty itself.
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