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you think i was ask to be born this way?
every fucking day i wake up at 1am to study and go to the uni at 8am to leave at 12pm and go to do some other shit that is depressing as fuck.
i can't talk to people or normies without looking like a poor fag that seems to gentle when in reality i'am a piece of shit that can go to speak to people for real and share things they like because i'am coward and i can't speak to them
the only reanon i don't kill myself is because i want to be someone in the future to look back at my old self and say hey i change but in reality i would probably have more money and only that to spend my days lurking alone and depress as fuck like today i do
i have no fucking friend, my family is a fucking mess and the only thing i'm good at is studying but when people ask for help they go for the fucking chad and not me because they noticed that i fear them
i can't fucking have friends
and i come here and see your shity
>Gosh anon, why are you such a loser?
it only makes me want to kill myself even more
