>>3309286>get diagnosed with depression>want to an hero>doc tells me pills do shit-all and i should just see a psychologist>see psychologist>two months pass>no longer want to an hero>two more months pass>actually happyHappiness came back in like august or so. I'm feeling fuckign cracka right now. Best part is that just after I started showing more positive emotion and generally just being a happy cunt other people I know with mental fuckery are getting better too. I think my good shit is rubbing off on them. FeelsFuckingGreatMan.jpg
You can get through this bullshit, anons. Something that helped for me was imagining that depression was this evil black entity on my back whispering fucked shit in my ear, then imagining me bullying it until it shut the fuck up. On particularly bad days I imagined ripping it off my back and beating it to death.