>>3361423I know that feel OP.
When I first started 4chan someone told me (either in a thread or irc, I can't remember) to steer clear of all the 4chan related memes because they really start to change your life. I laughed at him and said that I'm not an idiot, and I can easily discern between reality and fiction.
Here I am a few years later, and every time I get horny I hop on /gif/ and look for a twink/shemale/trap/sissy thread and jack off. I imagine myself being the girl and getting fucked hard by dicks.
I will say this though, that I only imagine getting fucked by traps, not by men. It's still not something I really enjoy, and it's gotten to the point where I even taste my own precum sometimes. I want to swallow my entire load but right after I cum I realize how disgusting that is and I never get to do it.
How do I get out of this shit and go back to being a normal person?
