>>3374086None of those things make you a failure. You are still a very young man, and you have plenty of life left to live. I'm very sorry for the loss of your father, and brother. I didn't lose my father to cancer, but I never had him in my life because he killed some people and went to prison. I still have my brother though, so I can't possibly understand how that would affect you, and I don't know how much this means to you, but I will keep you in my prayers. As far as friends go, I don't have any as well, but that's not to say I couldn't, it's just a matter of finding them, even if it's just someone online to talk to. I probably sound like a real dickhead right now, but man, I really hope you find a way to find some friends and start that rock band.
