>>3422960What don't you like?
Paranoia? Just man up, I get that too, I got it in an extreme sense the first times I tried it, but delving deeper into paranoia can make you overcome it I feel.
It's like the saying, "if you're going trough hell, keep going".
Just power trough the fear and find the deepest root of it, you'll find that it's really nothing to be afraid of really, just yourself.
But hey, it's not for everyone.
Weed can help a bit for superficial bad feelings in the day to day, but really you'll want something more permanent, something to change that way you think for life.
For that I would recommend psychedelics, it has helped me immensely personally to get out of my nihilistic rut.
Try magic mushrooms or LSD if you have the chance, it may open you up to spirituality and meaning, if not it will give you insight of your own subconscious mind, and personality.
For real, weed is half joking, it kinda works, but you'll have to keep doing it, and that isn't that good really, it can interfere with your career and such because of it's illegality, but psychedelics can change your whole perspective of things for the rest of your life.
I can safely say that my experiences with psychedelics have been one of the most insightful life changing things I've ever done.
It's a surefire cure for nihilism.
Rambling a bit since I'm drunkposting, hope it's ok.