I'm really feeling down today,so I want to hear your stories and maybe we can cry before we sleep together...
For me,it was two events
The first one was,when I was young boy still living in my grandparents house,I had a korean neighbour that had 2 kids.I really have forgotten the exact details,but I remember that one day,I went to their house to play,the older guy closed the door.After that,he pulled my pants down and said something about my cock...the rest was a blank,but I just remembered I went back to my grandparents house and was traumatized for a long long time.
The second one was in my student care,in it,there were nap times,and I remembered,there was a boy I really hated,with an ugly face and a disgusting laugh,so I never went near him,but he always talked about peverted things to me,and during one of the naps,I remembered that he grabbed my cock.I don't know why,but I never asked for help because of these two things...

But if these things were the end of the story,it wouldn't be half as bad.After these two things happened,I became a nervous wreck with panic attacks everytime for the most minor of things,such as forgetting to do homework.
Then,I started skipping school to stay at home because of that,and things just went downhill all the way

I really feel like beating myself up for not getting help,there was a time where I was liked by girls,but now I'm just a wreck who shitposts and cries himself to sleep.

So,share your story,I want to know why you guys are here and maybe we can support one another

And,I'd prefer if this was serious,so preferably no memes