Almost a year ago now, on my birthday, january first, I was alone too, it really sort of fucked me up, I usually don't do drugs or anything, but that night I basically just took a bunch of night time cold medicine because I knew people that try to kill themselves with that usually fail so I figured it'd be safe, anyway it sucked, and my new years/birthday resolution was to make some friends, that didn't happen, and now i'm considering just fucking dying in the snow, but i'm going to meet up with a childhood friend this year, and I still have a little fight left in me, so I guess i'll hold off on that until at least next year.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jaF51Ti2ZiI 
