>>3533284So was I in so many ways and after my mum drank for 9 years and us getting through (mostly her, or maybe me that's just downplaying it like i have for so long) but followed the music without a care for the people around.
Social anxiety can just as easily be nerves, trust me I've been there for a good portion of high school (boys only, lol) but realised so much from the people who knew more about life than i did
Ear drums? Now you're making up excuses missy, its 2017 and you don't think comfy ear protection exists?
Honestly I've heard all this kind of defensiveness many times before, you think I haven't tried showing people the world fbefore? The last person I was with (she went back to Ukraine 2 weeks ago) has helped me find energy within that hasn't been there for so long.
Been 1.5 years since I started feeling for the first time again, which was probably the first time since my adult life, and we getting there yo. I've been to enough shitty house parties (like 4 xdd) to realise that if you follow the music the people there are what you've genuinely been looking for
The sort of conversation that we're almost having here could just as easily be found in the right clubs and communities. Scary, sure, but are you so ready to refuse something that could help find the place you're looking for
