>>3544748All of those are pretty normal, this is a worldwide phenomenon. You aren't alone. Try and cope with it with the knowledge that basically everyone around you is also trying to cope with it and that if they look like they're doing a better job at it than you, they're probably only a step or two ahead, at most. You'll be fine if you just say "it doesn't matter, so I'll stick around." I promise it's not that bad eventually, maybe even good.
