I can't live without alcohol!! I've been drinking every night for 3 months, I stopped drinking for three days, but last night as it was NYE I had 7 cans of beer. The day after I want more!! I don't need it, but I love the euphoric rush of alcohol, better than any other drug.
Even if I go through a detox programme, what the hell am I going to do for pleasure? Go for boring walks and feeding the ducks? I'm sick of it!