>>376624You still have your mind. You're young, OP, and you still have, at worst, a couple more decades before you die of natural causes. You're going to meet so many people in that span, experience so many things. Look at me. I went from being a nobody, fat fuck dicking around in California to a pretty decently fit guy who has been to Korea, traveled across the US, met almost every type of person you can think of, almost crashed a humvee into a South Korean jet (it was taxiing and I was being a dickhead on the flight line), gotten over someone who I thought was the love of my life after 7 years, saved multiple people from suicide, experienced different cultures, and other stuff. literally SO MUCH SHIT....and I'm barely turning 20 in June.
There's a lot to do, and you're going to impact a lot of people's lives and see sooooo many things (provided you don't limit your outside life and yourself), it's gonna be awesome. Just wait it out. Life is worth it OP
