>>3695654> just need hormones to look more feminineThis really sounds closer to a fetish for you than an actual disorder requiring medical intervention. Legit trans people have the structure of their amygdula (I believe) closer to that of the opposite sex, as well as an inverted white/grey matter ratio. Basically, their brain is in the wrong body. Dysphoria, as it has been described to me, is essentially living a split life, and being near suicidal.
Do you fit that bill?