>>3712002go fuck one of your prostitutes then,
swedish prostitutes must be fuckin nice
Also "my life". See you havent lost hope, you got something most depressed people would dream of having. Their ego back.
My life, meaning its your shit. Not I 'hate life', or the process. You are referring not to living itself, but actually 'YOUR state of living'
It....almost seems like you have hope. That you dont blame yourself, and YOUR life, is a product. And like most products, or possessions, we compare them to others. See who's better.
Just the fact you think like this means, youll always be on the road that has contentment and self fulfillment on it, and you just need help, by you or others or life, to know its okay.