>>3759902so fucking bored I constantly masturbate. I masturbated too much 2 days ago and made a really horrifying nightmare.
in my dream i was so fucking enslaved by my own lust it fucking spawned a demon that possessed me. it was so fucking horrifying and primal i swore i would never masturbate again in my dream. i dont think you can fully understand how horrifying that is. it was like lust personified. a fucking demon there to enslave your soul. your appetite always grows but in turn anything godly within you just disappears. it's like having no brain. just a box of painful sex in hell.
but here i am again, fapping to fucking trannies. so fucking bored. at least i dont cum, just edge.
masturbation is a sin. cant wait until i have a wife so I never have to do this fucking shit ever again. it's not the result of being sex deprived, just complete lack of body contact. just a hug, or something. by a woman. you love.
a couple weeks ago my stepdads 13 years old daughter was here for the holidays. while at first annoying, we wrestled and browsed the internet together. i watched draw, stuff like that. now i think about her often, probably fell in love.
