>>378051Yeah man sometimes I get mad and punch myself in the head, also punch a lot of things but have learned to aim for things that wont break.
It feels like everyday just gets more and more stressful with no end in sight, girlfriend is fuckin annoying half the time with her nonstop arguing pisses me off a lot.
Have had really bad derealization for 6 years and my brain is really fucky sometimes
Can't not get mad
I have been for many years planning an escape, a new life in a different city, with none of the baggage from my current life find love like I had before the endless string of shitty women. I have been hoarding a lot cash like a motherfucker hiding it in a different banks. In 600 days when I turn 29 I will be wake up and feel alive.
Good luck broo hope everything gets good for you
