/bant/ why do i still love my best friend. She and I know each other now for 6 years straight and once i wanted to date her she refused because of friendship. thought back than it might be right but i cant let my feelings go. i've tried but it still refuses me to fell in love with any other girl. She is perfect for me and she loves me but not in a relationship way... once she fucked a friend of mine and i stopped talking to her for half a year but we got along with it. still i have again these feelings for her. I hate everything