decided to be a normie today /bant/

after almost 2 years of isolation since highschool i went out to a social event where i knew no one and was forced to interact with everyone

i put on my biggest confidence facade i had and everything turned out great. the event is over now and i sit at home and i think to myself

maybe i can be not a degenerate. maybe i can join society again. i had such a great time being able to talk to people again. if i hadnt isolated myself i probably could have had a girlfriend by now. maybe not a NEET.
i dont know /bant/ers what do you think?